Saying Goodbye Is the Hardest Part
Dogs will steal a piece of your heart, often when you are unaware. They never live long enough, and far sooner than we are ever ready, we must say goodbye, and relinquish forever that piece of our heart. Never would I have thought that a Taco Bell sauce packet would have sage wisdom that applied to me, to my life. Never would I have thought that a Taco Bell sauce packet would inspire me to write. Today, it did. "Saying goodbye is the hardest part of the job." His moods were hard to read, and hard to understand. If you didn't know his history, you would believe him to be a hard, angry, grumpy old man. And on the surface, he was. I knew better. I knew what he had had. I knew what he had lost. I wasn't there for any of it, nor did I feel the pain that he felt. But I knew his story. Perhaps because I knew, he treated me gently. Kindly. He confided in me his fears. He gave me a glimpse of his heart. There wasn't much left of his heart.